So UnPrepared

I seriously need to get myself more prepared. I am just eating things like raw mince pies, kale...easy things that I have bought from raw companies, don't get me wrong, I am very grateful that these companies are out there but I need to get myself shifted and prepare things and freeze things. I have no energy to do these things but I have no energy because I am not healthy and am overweight for my height....a vicious circle me thinks...I need to break it. I fell asleep for about three and a half hours this morning and this is about two hours after I had just got up....what is going on?!?! I need discipline!!! And I need it NOW!!!
How do I get? The only thing I can think of is to keep a time table and stick to it and to remember, slow and steady wins the race!

*UPDATED*
Well, today I have picked at raw snacks...ummm:( My husband brought in a twin Mars Bar which I would normally eat but once again I told the boys to have them:)

We went to visit my Mother tonight because she was back in hospital last night but fortunately she was back home this afternoon which we are pleased about, Kids and parents are such a worry!!

Oh! You know, I forgot to say about my weigh in yesterday, I was side tracked with it being my Birthday, anyway, I lost 3lb...WoooHooo - yep, I'm happy with that!

I have been making a list of things to make and prepare and to maybe put into the freezer. I have two freezers, the big one is the American fridge freezer and then I have an under bench smaller freezer so I was thinking of making the smaller freezer my raw freezer, I also have my raw food cupboards, two of.

I have set myself a project especially after getting more equipement for Christmas, anyway, I have a larg-ish sort of walk in cupboard in my kitchen which I am thinking of buying another shelving unit to put in it so I can keep all my equipment in there, it was my Mothers idea actually and a good idea it is aswell! I'll do the photos of it.

I need to get started on my timetable. I bought a whiteboard timetable thingy a month or so ago so all I need to do is write what I am doing in the time boxes, I'll show photos, maybe tomorrow but for now I'm off, so back tomorrow.
Night, Night